get out get out get out

I hope I never get sober! I hope when you think of me years down the line, you can't find one good thing to say! I hope when I found the strength to get out, you'll stay the hell out of my way! I AM DROWNING. THERE IS NO SIGN OF LAND. YOU ARE COMING DOWN WITH ME. HAND IN UNLOVABLE HAND.

But more seriously, I think I've got it bad. Random thoughts of chocolate purchases. Or, better, cigarettes. yeah i hope i never get sober.